So Im unemployed, broke, just had to cut off my regular ‘contractor’, this is the first full week in a month that I havent been sick with something, and I aint jumped out a window yet.
To be honest, Im quite content. Yes, I have had a bad day or two in the last two weeks since shit went to hell on a Harley, but for the most part, Im great. I usually hate Valentines Day (for some of the reasons CJP stated yesterday and many more) but yesterday was one of the good ones. It wasnt good because I got stuff (though I did LOL) but because the best gift I received was one I gave to myself.
I went to my cousin’s wedding, then came home and lit every candle in the house, drank some wine, listened to the quiet storm and reflected on a lotta shit that I should have been taken a look at a long time ago. Not in terms of things needing correcting but more things that needed understanding. At the end of it, I felt a thousand pounds lighter. And the Peabo Bryson four play didnt hurt either LOL.
I just think people spend too much time and energy feeling sorry for themselves. On Valentines Day or any other day, your circumstances are only as bad as you make em. I gotta be in the worst position of anyone I know right now, but probably complain the least. Life is too short to be stressing about dumb shit and worrying about things outside of your control. If I aint shot up a highway by now with the last two months I’ve been through, NOBODY should be. So since nobody had a blog up today, I figured I would just kick some of you in the ass and tell you stop sweating the small stuff. Be glad you woke up this morning. Sometimes hard times seem to drag on forever, but keep things in perspective. They tend to work themselves out.
Peace.

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February 15, 2008 @ 1:29 pm
Shit is stressful right now, but as you said, it could be much worse, so I do feel pretty happy.
The sun is shining, today is payday, i have a pottery date, and my brows are done… life is pretty good…
February 15, 2008 @ 1:35 pm
Thats wassup.
February 15, 2008 @ 1:53 pm
Whats up
I always like to be optimistic about things. You cant worry about shit that you cant control. an no matter how bad it seem…Remember, It could always be worse
February 15, 2008 @ 2:02 pm
Optimism can be hard though if your focus is in the wrong place. Sometimes a person just needs to get their mind right.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:06 pm
Sometimes a person just needs to get their mind right.
thats true… and nothing can get your mind right better than a nice whit girl… Makes you feel better everytime.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:08 pm
*staring into the camera*
February 15, 2008 @ 2:12 pm
Thats right… “White girl…the cure for everthing”
February 15, 2008 @ 2:17 pm
Somebody mention white girls?
Hey boobie!
Damn I was gonna post some angry shit, but now I’d feel kinda guilty putting my negativity in the air.
Damnit!
February 15, 2008 @ 2:24 pm
Hey hun
Dont be mad Twan, LOL. Why you so angry all the time, black man? Try lovin somebody.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:28 pm
LMAOOOOOOO!
You know I stay in e-beef.
And somebody done got on my bad side.
I’ma save it for monday doe.
Let the weekend ride on the positive side.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:31 pm
Good deal.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:33 pm
You know I stay in e-beef.
I bet it wasnt with a white girl…The dont cause trouble.
Let me stop… I hope everyone was good last nigt. and things went well.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:35 pm
I had an accidental two-hour phone date
February 15, 2008 @ 2:37 pm
Outback was the shiiiiiiiiiiiit.
Had to wait for like 45 fuckin minutes to get seated.
But sweet baby jesus.
Even the broccoli was hittin.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:42 pm
Thats cool folks…
Even though the two hour phone date sounds crazy but what the hell do I know.
Mine went ok…Ate at Carrabbas. An Willy I was drinking by 5… Damn shame homie.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:42 pm
February 15, 2008 @ 2:44 pm
The phone date wasnt intended, but neither one of us was doing anything else so what was suppose to be a 5 minute check-in turned into ‘oh shit, you a capricorn? im a scorpio!’
February 15, 2008 @ 2:45 pm
All damn… thats how it starts.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:48 pm
@DIG
damn ma
I sent you and Joni and happy valentines email
yesterday….to your job
sorry shts not going so smooth
Im unemployed too if it makes you feel any better
just my end date is in August
February 15, 2008 @ 2:50 pm
‘An Willy I was drinking by 5… Damn shame homie.’
February 15, 2008 @ 2:54 pm
Banga: August dont count til July 31
Its all good though, cant keep a good woman down.
CJP: Yeah well
February 15, 2008 @ 2:54 pm
i thought before I went to the spot I swill a lil Vodka before I meet up. An the whole time driving there I was like “please dont do nothing crazy’ … that shit didnt help
February 15, 2008 @ 2:56 pm
Dig:
Well im sure it was all good… I hope you at least got some phone nookie… That shit is always fun.
February 15, 2008 @ 2:59 pm
CJP: Naw, a nigga gotta earn them privileges, he still training for the entrance exam
February 15, 2008 @ 3:03 pm
Ahh yes… the damn S.E.T.
Yeah thats a hard one… i hope dude at least have a study guide. Cause if not JR college here he comes.
February 15, 2008 @ 3:14 pm
Awwwready
February 15, 2008 @ 3:24 pm
Aight yall be easy, Im out.
February 15, 2008 @ 3:40 pm
@Willy, Jae & Persia formly known as Jaz
Im loving this Jason Kidd deal this shit is fucking funny
Devin George has now said he will rescind his Early Bird rights and not block the deal
but wait its not over…….
Jerry Stackhouse is fucking the deal up now
Mav had an under the table deal to send him to new jersey
NJ would buy him out and after 30 days the Mav would get him back for the league minimum.
during the 30 days he can be picked up off waiver wires. Doing this on purpose violates the collective Bargain Agreement.
But Stackhouse who was supposed to keep his mouth shut. Told the media he’s going on a 30 day vacation in prep for the playoff’s. Fucking dumb ass. So now the league won’t approve any deal with Stackhouse in it.
February 15, 2008 @ 4:00 pm
hahaha- I know right now the GM’s are like “Jerry
ing Stackhouse”!!!!!
February 15, 2008 @ 4:06 pm
OFF TOPIC BUT A GOOD READ
This dude just ruined Peanut M&M’S for me
Im in front of the vending machine chilling
tryin to make up my mind
So out loud I say damn, I don’t know what I want.
this flamer in the most gayest voice
says
well, I know want
some peanut M&M’s.
I took one look at him in shock and bought some buggles
February 15, 2008 @ 4:41 pm
I didn’t even know they still MADE buggles lmaooooooo
February 15, 2008 @ 4:45 pm
‘I didn’t even know they still MADE buggles lmaooooooo’