I just need to know one damn thing…. why in the hell do ‘adults’ get to run around being petty, lying, vidictive, gossip-mongering, jealous, spiteful and all around crazy muthafuckas…. but when you hit your maximum bullshit tolerance level and react to them- you are the childish one?
I just dont get it. i mean you try to be the bigger person, let peoples bullshit just walk, tell yourself that you’re not going to let them get to you… but the more you do that, the more license to continue fuckin with you these people think they have and the bs gets deeper, more outrageous and more apt to negativly affect you. now your a doormat, punk, scared, etc. when in reality- you just dont want the headache of intermingling with the trash of the world.
now you’ll have people tell you that feeding into it is giving them what they want and it will get worse.. but answer me this- will bitchslapping the hell outta someone make it any worse than keeping your mouth shut? at this point, i’m apt to say no, and it would make you feel better. so ready the baby powder. then my adult mind takes over and realizes that its just stupid.. but really how much is too much? when is the bullshit level high enough to justify coming out of your bigger person stance? (and) honestly- how good does poppin one of these fuckers feel?

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September 28, 2007 @ 10:53 am
Cryptic…
Naw P, don’t be the next victim of HIPHOP.
September 28, 2007 @ 11:03 am
Look after seeing the premier of Smallville, CSI, and the Bionic Woman… You gon have to come out right with it…All this talking around the situation is giving me conspiracy issues
September 28, 2007 @ 11:15 am
@cjp
LMAO!!!
ditto on Heroes too man.
I don’t know what the fuck is goin on.
September 28, 2007 @ 11:24 am
going through the same shit at this very moment P
B.B.-B.S. = Bird brain - bull shit right now
September 28, 2007 @ 11:28 am
whats cryptic? basically why the fuck i gotta be a bigger person (well, me and i know a few others in similar situtions right now) when the person obviously shows now signs of changing thier childish behavor? how long do i have to let them be a child before i pull otu the belt and let them know i’m not playing with them any longer? and why if i do that is it going to turn into some “she trippin” bs when my reaction is long over due?
September 28, 2007 @ 11:31 am
‘basically why the fuck i gotta be a bigger person’
Hey…
don’t take it out on ME!
I’ll tell you what to do…
the tried and true ‘finger poke’.
Next time this person messes wit you, poke them in the forehead with your index finger and tell them to stop it.
If that doesn’t set the tone, then violence might be in order.
Now go!
September 28, 2007 @ 11:32 am
but to answer your question
every persons gotta breaking point
As long as your money or your well being isn’t gonna be affected and your willing to own the consequences, go for it.
There’s no glory in doing the right thing, just peace of mind
as long as you know where you stand fk em!
but if you go there just know why first.
September 28, 2007 @ 11:38 am
Speaking as someone who has went to a few anger management classes myself…
I say just lose it one good time…its good for stress and it scares the shit out of any person you are dealing with…
“Try Anger…IT Helps”
September 28, 2007 @ 11:49 am
cjp- they told you that in anger manegment?!?!
banga and willy- trust, i want to take the first opp to commence one good ass whoopin.. whats stopping me is that this person works with me. so doing it on the job is an obvious no-no and tho i know how to handle it outside of work A- i have to take time out of my day to get at this situation B- i run the risk of it becoming a work issue, and now my money/ reputation is messed up
the thing that makes me the most pissed is that the person can essentially fuck with me consequence free because of the nature of the bullshit (gossip/insertion into my life) that i have no interest in researching enough to play back or risk giving myself that label as well. my reaction tho would immediatly make me the wrong one.
September 28, 2007 @ 11:55 am
Well, just start wit the ‘finger poke’…
September 28, 2007 @ 12:00 pm
Sorry P
Got the same sht
all I can say is
doesn’t matter how you address it
there’s no way you can win
If you beat that ass you’ll prolly lose your job and it will be a black eye on your ability to move up and get raises
depending on your environment
also even if you beef dat ass after work it still might spill over at work. Not everyone is about their paper like dat.
Once yall beef might not be the last time if you still gotta see that person everyday. And it don’t mean they’re gonna stop running their mouth either.
If you don’t beat that ass all the sht you just said will continue
only a handful will see your maturity.
However eventually it will die down.
No Matter what your going to take a loss
so you minus well get paid for it
Learn from this sht
Me at work Im polite but I don’t do the office social scene
people talk to much and stay in each other sht
to many phony’s so I’m cool but distant
also personally Office jobs are like being in fkin High school I swear
Its the same bullsht just a updated version the 2k7
good thing is your gonna get to see peoples true colors come out
so take note so you know whose cool and whose 2 faced and whose on that bullshit
September 28, 2007 @ 12:07 pm
cjp- they told you that in anger manegment?!?!
Hell NO….They showed me how to do certain exercises to calm myself down and remain …. which works but the stress will still be there. So yeah you would be cool on the outside but burning up in the inside… So I tried my own exercise, I threw a muthafukkin fit… and it worked so much better not only was I stress free I was calm as hell too…
Fuck the wooosai…break some shit.
September 28, 2007 @ 12:07 pm
Ask DIG or someone to send you the Girl Fight email I sent to everyone
I don’t got your email address but it’ll make u feel better trust!
September 28, 2007 @ 12:11 pm
Fuck the wooosai…break some shit.
———-
I used to punch walls
till my fist went all the way through
after the took it outta my deposit
I found Def Jam Fight for New York was a much cheat outlet to vent my fustration
September 28, 2007 @ 12:16 pm
banga- i dont do social work either… this was something out of my control- the ex started dating a chick here.
and i dont know if dig around today-
willy- hook that up please and cc him so i dont miss out on future emails of fukkery. thansk
cjp-i would, but i refuse to break my shit, and breaking someone elses puts me right back in the fucked category
September 28, 2007 @ 12:17 pm
I found Def Jam Fight for New York was a much cheat outlet to vent my fustration
Thats works too… You aways need a good fighting game around to relieve some stress. Tekken was mine…Forrest Law niggas
September 28, 2007 @ 12:18 pm
i think i’m just going to take my ass to the gym for often and work out that frustration in a produtive way. i might need to change gyms tho, b/c i dont hink mine has a punching bag
September 28, 2007 @ 12:18 pm
Yo willy make that sht a Post son
that sht is morefire!
September 28, 2007 @ 12:18 pm
cjp-i would, but i refuse to break my shit, and breaking someone elses puts me right back in the fucked category
You dont even have to break nothing… You can say this statment in the nicest voice possible… “If someone says anything else to me or bother me in any way Im gonna beat that person into an oblivion”
September 28, 2007 @ 12:19 pm
@P
That email is prolly LONG gone…
and it’s youtube.
Yo banga…was that grambling? or southern?
September 28, 2007 @ 12:21 pm
Random
After reading Espn over the last month
How are the Pats more hated than the fkin Cincinatti Bengals
September 28, 2007 @ 12:23 pm
@Willy
what u mean
it was 2 chicks fightin
you didn’t get it yesterday!
this small chick put a charlie murphy beat down on this chick wit some tig ole bitties
September 28, 2007 @ 12:23 pm
How are the Pats more hated than the fkin Cincinatti Bengals
Dude its like that when you on top…all of a sudden everybody hates you. Being a Cowboy Fan I get the shit year round… But what I do is just put up those 5 fingers and ask “How many Superbowl have your team won” after that its usally quiet…
September 28, 2007 @ 12:24 pm
Willy
I think that was at southern… damn shame
September 28, 2007 @ 12:25 pm
oh the fight with the girls after the homecoming or something in the hotel hallway? yeah, i saw that- all it makes me wanna do is fuck someone up more.
has the same effect as set it off… do you know how hype i was to rob a bank after watching that? thats why i have to filter my viewing content- its all for the safety of others because as much i as hate to admit it- i’m not working with a full deck some days
September 28, 2007 @ 12:26 pm
Oh shit…
nevermind…
lemme check my email then.
I thought you were talkin about that video from a while back.
September 28, 2007 @ 12:30 pm
Nah P
this is some straight hood sht
you gotta see it
CJP got it too
I sent that sht to errrbody
this chick got bodied
this small black chick pulverized her
its gutta as fuck
send me your email ma
September 28, 2007 @ 12:31 pm
banga- if its youtube, i’m outta luck- blocked @ work… send those to home. is it safe to post emails in ehre? i dont have yours either.
ohhhhhhhhhh… pop up from willy… brb
September 28, 2007 @ 12:34 pm
@P
I sent it to you cingular address.
It’s not the college one like I thought.
September 28, 2007 @ 12:37 pm
willy- got it LMAO!!!! i should have read the warning tho- titties on teh work pc not always a great idea.. but whatever- SHE GOT HER ASS WHOOPED!! talking mad shit in the beginning

banga- you mr jackson if i’m nasty?
September 28, 2007 @ 12:38 pm
nah
Its a real Player file ma
I can’t view youtube either
so you should be able to watch now
September 28, 2007 @ 12:40 pm
okay- I wanna see it!!!!!! somebody email it to me please!!!
————-
CJP got it too
I sent that sht to errrbody
this chick got bodied
this small black chick pulverized her
its gutta as fuck
send me your email ma
September 28, 2007 @ 12:42 pm
jaedalaurez Says:
September 28th, 2007 at 12:40 pm e
okay- I wanna see it!!!!!! somebody email it to me please!!!
——-
Well Okay
**unzips his fly***
OHHHHHHH
you mean the video
my bad!
September 28, 2007 @ 12:43 pm
f it… they’ll get out in forwards anyway and the lurker alreay got enough access to me lol
jasmine_lewis@suth.com… anything youtube, needing DL, etc- send to: jasmineg86@yahoo.com
September 28, 2007 @ 12:47 pm
Trippin…
September 28, 2007 @ 12:48 pm
f it… they’ll get out in forwards anyway and the lurker alreay got enough access to me lol
—————-
You poppin off like you got warrants
September 28, 2007 @ 12:52 pm
lol nah… that was a hello on the low to someone else
September 28, 2007 @ 1:07 pm
hey! my sister worked @ Sutherland…hmmmmm.
Anywho, BANGA- I didn’t want to see that…unless you’re offering lol.
But if you have the VIDEO, please send it to my jaedalaurez@hotmail.com addy.
September 28, 2007 @ 1:17 pm
Show me yours first
September 28, 2007 @ 1:20 pm
it’s on display in a gallery here- come see it lol.
thanks for the links- I’ll have to wait till this chick goes to lunch before I can truly enjoy it…girl has a loud ass airconditioner on, but wants me to use headphones…*rolls eyes*
September 28, 2007 @ 1:26 pm
I;m SUPER late- but can i see it too???? happydee365@yahoo.com I’ll take u tube or regular videos
Happy Friday everyone:
September 28, 2007 @ 1:29 pm
‘but wants me to use headphones…*rolls eyes*’
LMAO!
Whut up Dee!
September 28, 2007 @ 1:30 pm
Sending it to you right now dee.
September 28, 2007 @ 1:59 pm
jaeda- give your sister my condolences
September 28, 2007 @ 1:59 pm
You mine as well just post that up Willy
that shts like Crack
I can’t stop watchin it
and why is their a soundtrack
and sound effects
Its even edited in the middle cuz they had to stop for a commercial break!
friday night pussy fights!
September 28, 2007 @ 2:08 pm
hahaha- she left about a month ago, so I think it’s all good now. My best friend from high school works there too…I think everybody passes through Sutherland @ one time or another lol.
September 28, 2007 @ 2:16 pm
Funny sht
Jump off called wanting to go to the movies
Im now in the dog house for sayin
We’re not doing public appearances!
Now I gotta front Like I was jus playin to get her to come over later
Willy need my Drunk and hot girls theme Music
September 28, 2007 @ 2:18 pm
‘Willy need my Drunk and hot girls theme Music’
LMAO!
September 28, 2007 @ 2:25 pm
Fuck it! i might as well make today ‘bitch and moan’ day because everyone within a 20 foot radius of me is making me want to fight.
A- i’m tired of hearing my name. i’m going to change it just so when people call it, i dont have to answer b/c it wont be my name anymore. dont get me wrong, i love my name.. i just hate people saying it. the sound of the first syllable is making my ears feel like they are bleeding.
B- i hate begging ass people and the attitudes they get when you tell them no. EVERY DAMN DAY, i got someone asking for something. on an average day, i get asked for 7-8 cigarettes. now those of you that dont smoke, or dont do it in nys… thats half a pack on a bad day or $2.50. not a huge amount, but when you add it up and figure it happens DAILY from the same 12 or so people- some muthafuckas owe me some money.
and thats just cigarettes. i won a case of mt dew- which is my morning coffee & stays locked in my desk- i’m not a stingy person, but when i playfully told someone no, she got HELLA attitude on some “bitch wont give me a soda” bullshit. are you serious?? first of all, its mine and i’m not obiglated to give you shit, second of all i was on my to get you one, now i hope your esphogus collapses and lastly- who you callin a bitch?
again, all this sounds petty- but its everything, everyday. i go to lunch and come back with something its why you didnt get me nothing? i get something and i have to ask for my money if i expect to get repayed and people have nerve enough to be offended. one chick told me i was petty. these are the same folks that got an attitude when i refused to cook a dish for a team function because i had cooked for the last 5 and muthafuckas acted like they slow and didnt realize they didnt put in on shit but grubbed anydmn way..but i cant get none? fuck y’all
see, this is why i dont fuck with the bitches at my job like that. and i know what logical people think - stay out of it. impossible. where i sit, i’m surrounded by it on all sides. i stay in my cube- they come in it. i make it known to leave me alone- they whisper my name on some ‘what your problem’ shit. and i’ve asked facilites to move my desk away into a corner somewhere- fuck it the basement. no luck.. so the congregation gossip hour happens right outside my cube daily.
C- i’m tired.. i got woken up last night @ 1am for what i think originally was to be given some dick, but he said something stupid and when i rolled over its turned into “i knew you didnt love me” no muthafucka- SOME OF US have to work in the morning and i dont have the time or energy for any sleep interuption other than some no frills dick. i’m not coddling your damn ego and i’m not dealing with the slurred i’ve been drinking all night speech. fuck me or leave me alone.
D- people dont fucking work. i need a report from this lazy muthafucka one aisle over. he tells me hes just too swamped with interviews today and that report takes so long to load (keep in mind, its AUTOMATED and it takes 5 minutes) can i wait until tomorrow? well lazy inbred white trash mutha fucka- tomorrow is SATURDAY. and while i will be in the office briefy, do you really think i’m going to spend that time catching up on shit you should have had available to me? no bitch, i’m not.
E- is spending 30 minutes in the aisle (again in front of my desk) figuring out what you all are going to eat really necessary? really..especially considering that you bitches just got an attitude with me about leaving you to go to lunch and handle MY shit. and do you need 3 other people to tellyou what you are going to eat? asking that question 4 times and being a grown ass woman isnt cute. should i get a salad? maybe a parfait- what do you guys think? ohh, but chicken nuggets (no, you should get a chicken sandwhich is heard from the peanut gallery) yeah, your right. you sure? which one? bitch STFU and just LEAVE. desicion making skills and independent thinking are skilling HIGHLY lacking in americas school systems. for real!
in 1, 2, 3… out 1, 2, 3….in 1, 2, 3… out 1, 2, 3….in 1, 2, 3… out 1, 2, 3….in 1, 2, 3… out 1, 2, 3….in 1, 2, 3… out 1, 2, 3….
ok, i can see its just been a long week and i need to fall off the wagon and have a long overdue drink. and this quitting smoking thing is maybe making me more senstive.. (i’m down to 7 a day -shut up, thats great for me) but i’ve just hit the boiling point with everything/ one around me
September 28, 2007 @ 2:26 pm
jaeda- let me be in your business.. who dey?
September 28, 2007 @ 2:26 pm
Yo Willy
I’ve been on a real Asshole streak lately too
she said some slick sht to me and hit her back wit
You do know I don’t like you right?
We’re not friends we’re not gonna be friends
she laughed her ass off like I was jokin
I was fkin dead serious
September 28, 2007 @ 2:31 pm
haha- it’s all good- my sister Elise and my boy Dave
September 28, 2007 @ 2:31 pm
Damn P
no disrespect but you really need some ass, cali bud, oxtail and nice long nap
September 28, 2007 @ 2:32 pm
hmmmmmmmm….maybe you should leave her alone, then. Why keep somebody in your life you can’t stand?
—–
she laughed her ass off like I was jokin
I was fkin dead serious
September 28, 2007 @ 2:34 pm
’she laughed her ass off like I was jokin
I was fkin dead serious’
Man…
@P
Damn boo.
Come get this e-hug right here.
September 28, 2007 @ 2:40 pm
damn jaeda- we might just know eachother in reality.. myabe not because those names aren uncommon.. but with roc being what it is…. well you already know
banga- I DO! i can take any disrepect from that- I DO!!! (well minus the oxtails- i’ma need you to refernce my foods i refuse to eat post before recommending comfort food lol) the level of my pisstivity today is just monsterous and its not cute.
willy- thank you baby
September 28, 2007 @ 2:40 pm
jaedalaurez Says:
September 28th, 2007 at 2:32 pm e
hmmmmmmmm….maybe you should leave her alone, then. Why keep somebody in your life you can’t stand?
———-
I hate everyone in their own special way
my hate knows no limits
its what drives me and makes me, me
hate hate hate hate hate
its why I talk so much sht during sex
cuz I hate these bitches
Im kidding
truth is its a fatty and good psy
September 28, 2007 @ 2:43 pm
Here you go P
http://video.msn.com/video.aspx?mkt=en-US&brand=msnbc&vid=ecc0fb28-56c3-4cc5-87fa-9c7a2a99159c
September 28, 2007 @ 2:43 pm
banga why i get the impression that if we met eachother in real life that if it got late enough & with enough liquor our mutal hate of the human race would compell us to have hot sweaty monkey level donkey sex… i’m sayin explatives and limbs just spewin everywhere..
oh.. sorry, that slipped. my filter isnt on today :oops:
September 28, 2007 @ 2:43 pm
hmmmmmmmm….maybe you should leave her alone, then. Why keep somebody in your life you can’t stand?
————————————————-
Yeah Banga already said it…. cause its good psy.
September 28, 2007 @ 2:44 pm
willy - you already know i cant watch that- what it is?
September 28, 2007 @ 2:45 pm
Oh…
You’ll just have to wait until you get home then…
:eek:
September 28, 2007 @ 2:48 pm
I know- at the very least, I know somebody who knows you (well, other than Dig lol).
————–
damn jaeda- we might just know eachother in reality.. myabe not because those names aren uncommon.. but with roc being what it is…. well you already know
September 28, 2007 @ 2:50 pm
Persia Says:
September 28th, 2007 at 2:43 pm e
banga why i get the impression that if we met eachother in real life that if it got late enough & with enough liquor our mutal hate of the human race would compell us to have hot sweaty monkey level donkey sex… i’m sayin explatives and limbs just spewin everywhere..
oh.. sorry, that slipped. my filter isnt on today
———
OH IM AM SOOOOOOO COMING TO THE NEXT GET TOGETHER!!!!!!!
:twisted:
I also got this thing for closets and Mirrors too
September 28, 2007 @ 3:13 pm
Banga! Says:
OH IM AM SOOOOOOO COMING TO THE NEXT GET TOGETHER!!!!!!!
I also got this thing for closets and Mirrors too
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ahh shit… theres gonna be trou-ble, trou-ble
September 28, 2007 @ 3:14 pm
Speaking of the next get together…
Aly D gonna be there?
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!
**oh yes, I sho nuff did**
September 28, 2007 @ 3:15 pm
willy- you are on time out. for real.
September 28, 2007 @ 3:18 pm
Good then I’m goin to Lunch.
September 28, 2007 @ 3:19 pm
Speaking of the next get together…
Aly D gonna be there?
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!
**oh yes, I sho nuff did**
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This nigga here… damn shame.
All I wanna know is are any white girls gonna be there… Cause I know Persia knows some….
September 28, 2007 @ 3:22 pm
willy you are a mess
cjp- why i gotta be the resident ‘key to the white girls’ poster? :neutral:
September 28, 2007 @ 3:26 pm
ahh shit… theres gonna be trou-ble, trou-ble
————-
especially if its nice bub-ble bub-ble
and a fat moose Knu-ckle knu-ckle
but
I don’t like to cud-dle cud-dle
cuz we not a cup-ple cup-ple!!!!!
September 28, 2007 @ 3:27 pm
because it’s Rochester- and you can’t go anywhere without meeting at least one white girl SOMEWHERE…named Jenny lol. (Why do white people REALLY love the name Jennifer?)
September 28, 2007 @ 3:31 pm
jaedalaurez Says:
September 28th, 2007 at 3:27 pm e
because it’s Rochester- and you can’t go anywhere without meeting at least one white girl SOMEWHERE…named Jenny lol. (Why do white people REALLY love the name Jennifer?)
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Funny you say that
Whenever mE and my dogs meet any white chicks we call em all Becky
or Tabitha
its the most racist shit ever
even after they tell us their names we still be like
Hey Becky
Becky
you here me callin you
BECKY
BECKERS!!!! BEEEEEEECKERS!!!!!
September 28, 2007 @ 3:32 pm
cjp- why i gotta be the resident ‘key to the white girls’ poster?
Cause let be real here….you’re the only one that knows how to put them up there. IF Banga knew I would hit him up… Its all about what you know….and who I know that knows that…
September 28, 2007 @ 3:35 pm
IF Banga knew I would hit him up… Its all about what you know….and who I know that knows that…
——
@CJP
I know a few Becky’s
I work wit a whole bunch of em!!
September 28, 2007 @ 3:38 pm
Banga but you dont talk to them that much… Willy on the other hand cant help but to…He stays in White folk heaven

September 28, 2007 @ 3:42 pm
Don’t sleep on me kid
When I say I ain’t sht
Im not jokin
September 28, 2007 @ 3:44 pm
Also bare in Mind
I live in FKING MASSACHUSETTS
The white women wit ass factory of the world!
September 28, 2007 @ 3:50 pm
The white women wit ass factory of the world!
Wellllllllll….. you might have something right there sir. White women with ass factory huh? Good shit
September 28, 2007 @ 3:53 pm
Yeah
we’re like the General Motors of the Becky industry!
September 28, 2007 @ 4:04 pm
ok- i’m soooo done with both of you!
September 28, 2007 @ 4:08 pm
‘Willy on the other hand cant help but to…He stays in White folk heaven’
LMAO!
But I can’t really speak on that at the moment.
But after tomorrow night, maybe I’ll have a nice exotic dancer to chop it up wit.
September 28, 2007 @ 4:15 pm
Persia Says:
September 28th, 2007 at 4:04 pm e
ok- i’m soooo done with both of you!
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Sorry Tabitha
was it something I said
Jus playin
aight yall
Im bout to slip out like a 2inch penis
have a good one
September 28, 2007 @ 4:24 pm
Well looks like everyone is gone…but I still didnt get the e-mail.
Happydee365@yahoo.com
I need to see some violence
September 28, 2007 @ 4:31 pm
there you go…
September 28, 2007 @ 4:40 pm
wow thanks guys…no words
September 28, 2007 @ 4:45 pm
@Dee
I tried??
Must not have made it to you???
Wonder what I did wrong.
September 28, 2007 @ 5:00 pm
Yahoo is sometimes like a protective father…screening my e-mails and putting them in my spam folder and what not.